how to overcome always feeling like a burden and just becoming more of onein the process fuckkkk
it cant even get us to contact our therapist anymore cause our brain keeps telling us that shes busy and just ugh
so used to being forced to do shit by others weve lost the agency to do things we need ourselves so now that people have finally taken a step back weve done nothing but rot ugh
really wish anxiety werent as bad as it is, been putting so many things off for far too long
teeth are in an abbysmal state too, really just not doing great in general
really want the clean slate, instance has inconvenient downtimes for me anyway and the frontend sometimes just stops working on some devices sometimes
having this account reverted to how it was throughout last year’s depressive episode is not doing good things to the brain
seafoam.space exists once more (well, an over half a year old backup does)
what a throwback honestly
this account is STILL at 21 posts per day
its been largely abandoned for 2 months
@coolbeans but how are we gonna do this cleanly, need to match up the follows for sure but no clue how to do that
dont wanna use the migration feature cause thats a mess, but like cant just import the follows due to having unfollowed ppl as well, unfollowing everyone then import the follows would not go well
YESSSSSSS