i still want to know all of what exactly pushed TLA and SXFM off the edge. i know why people don’t like them but i don’t know the full scope of what happened yesterday and maybe the day before. if you want to reply to this post with a non answer, something like “uhm uhh have a cookie” or “don’t worry about it,” i request you don’t reply at all. seriously, get out the door.

i'm just disappointed that this is what it took to finally suspend those fuckers

I try very hard not to embellish things, but sometimes the truth feels like it already is.

Today is my third anniversary of starting HRT.

Today is also the day I have petitioned for a domestic violence protection order against a lifelong abusive parent.

It’s been about twenty years since I started considering that possibility. To be rid of him forever. The physical abuse was never quite violent enough. The threats were never quite heard by the right people, or were just vague enough to be overlooked by those that did. Thirty years of it still adds up.

This past week he finally fucked up. Like fucked up for real. Something tangible delivered into my hands that I could finally act upon. And so it is done.

Unfortunately this still eats up my time, like all his bullshit ever has. It’s been hard to climb out of a hole when someone keeps untying the rope.

I’m behind on what I’ve been trying to do for income, but it’s been a long time since I’ve felt this kind of relief and I’m feeling safe again and ready to hammer it out.

So where I’m at is I need at least $200 by Friday. $250 would be helpful in case I need extra gas to get to and from the courthouse again soon.

Please don’t contribute what you can’t personally afford, and please don’t rush to make the total either. We have the rest of the week.

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